Father hear me when i call your name
i need you to answer me now
Father here i am weak in your sight
can you rescue me now
I'm crying out can't figure it out all alone.
Hear me now
Father be by my side take my hand
I need you to walk with me now
Be here be more than words to this broken heart
I don't want to give into doubt
I'm crying out can't figure it out all alone.
hear me now
comfort me i'm lost where i am
Father hear my words
I'm down on my knees and you are my only hope now...
12/30/13
12/10/13
12/7/13
Thank you Lord
.....
Anak-Ku...jangan mau dikalahkan oleh keadaan, tetapi kalahkanlah keadaan!
Anak-Ku yang terkasih....jangan sakit hati ketika kau ditegur, padahal kau merasa sudah mengerjakan yang terbaik.
Sakit hati hanya akan membuat tidurmu tidak nyenyak dan perasaanmu tidak nyaman.
Buanglah itu dari hati dan pikiranmu!
Kuasailah dirimu sedemikian rupa hingga kamu bisa mengatasi perasaan diperlakukan tidak adil, dilecehkan, diremehkan ataupun dikhianati oleh sesamamu.
Bukankah untuk itu kau hidup?
Untuk melihat kenyataan bahwa di dunia ini yang paling mengerti perasaanmu dan menerima dirimu apa adanya hanya Aku?
Jauhilah segala bentuk kemarahan, tetapi jangan jauhi Aku.
Anak-Ku, ingatlah hal ini baik-baik.
Aku selalu membuka tangan-Ku lebar-lebar untuk memberimu rasa aman, kapan pun kau membutuhkannya.
Aku senantiasa menyiapkan bahu untuk tempat kepalamu bersandar dan mencurahkan tangis.
Aku melakukannya karena Aku sungguh-sungguh peduli padamu.
Ayah yang mengasihimu, BAPA.
Anak-Ku...jangan mau dikalahkan oleh keadaan, tetapi kalahkanlah keadaan!
Anak-Ku yang terkasih....jangan sakit hati ketika kau ditegur, padahal kau merasa sudah mengerjakan yang terbaik.
Sakit hati hanya akan membuat tidurmu tidak nyenyak dan perasaanmu tidak nyaman.
Buanglah itu dari hati dan pikiranmu!
Kuasailah dirimu sedemikian rupa hingga kamu bisa mengatasi perasaan diperlakukan tidak adil, dilecehkan, diremehkan ataupun dikhianati oleh sesamamu.
Bukankah untuk itu kau hidup?
Untuk melihat kenyataan bahwa di dunia ini yang paling mengerti perasaanmu dan menerima dirimu apa adanya hanya Aku?
Jauhilah segala bentuk kemarahan, tetapi jangan jauhi Aku.
Anak-Ku, ingatlah hal ini baik-baik.
Aku selalu membuka tangan-Ku lebar-lebar untuk memberimu rasa aman, kapan pun kau membutuhkannya.
Aku senantiasa menyiapkan bahu untuk tempat kepalamu bersandar dan mencurahkan tangis.
Aku melakukannya karena Aku sungguh-sungguh peduli padamu.
Ayah yang mengasihimu, BAPA.
12/4/13
5/22/13
i'm sensitive
Case closed?! I hope so, i wish i can close all of this stories as soon as i can. Sometimes i think that it would be better if you never meet the wrong person in your life. You don't need to erase someone from your life, you don't have to forget about anything, and don't have to try hard to change the feeling and let them go. Hahaha :D ^^
4/13/13
UN? Semangat bro!
Is it the first post on 2013?!! hahaha lol, ya i was not really in the mood to write nowadays. but this morning my brother Kevin want me to support him for the National Exam tomorrow, he ask me to write something on my blog about him hahaha.
My brother is one of the student in 54 Senior High School Jakarta. we always sit in the same school since elementary till junior high school, thank god we stay in different high school. because ya you know it might be a boring life of time if you always study in the same school with you bro/sis until you die :')
Kevin is doing good at school especially on basketball. but sometimes he can't manage his time, between school stuff and basketball matches. he thinks that basketball is everything, sorry to say but in my mind that's bullshit! yeah that's fine if you wanna be an athelete (sorry if i write it wrong) but in Indonesia you won't get a good salary from that job. when your age is done, i mean you are not in the team anymore because of you might be too old to play, what can you do? i mean you will not get a salary anymore. and eventhough you still playing for the team, the salary is not that good. So ya, for all the basketball players i have to say and i want you all to think about that twice. it's okay if you're falling in love with that sport BUT just make it as a hobby or side job guys ;)
And my brother promised me that he will stop the basketball activities because he want to focus to study for the examination. but kinda like 2days ago when i called my mom, she said that Kevin still playing basketball. He become the manager of his school's team on DBL. i was like 'hollyfuck!! how dare he is!!!' i texted him and tell him that he should study at home not go to that match. he need to focus cause the examination is really really really close. ohhh my god....."why you always become so hard and difficult bro?" -_-
Okay now i just want to say goodluck for all of you who will do the National Examination tomorrow.
Maybe i have some tips for you all, here it is:
1. Make sure that you already do your best, so your ready to face the examination tomorrow.
2. Prepare for all the stationary (i suggest you to bring more than 2 pencils).
3. Get enough rest before the test. Get enough food for breakfast. Get the FULL SPIRIT AND FAITH!
4. Bring tissues because sometimes when you're nervous you become sweating and don't let the sweat wet the answer sheet.
5. The most important thing is God and parents also family. Pray, ask your parents and family to pray for you too. Tell God that you need His help, tell Him about everything you want and everything that you worried about.
6. Begin the test with pray and end it with pray too. You already do your best, so don't worry:)
7. You'll have 120minutes to answer the questions, so don't waste it! When you done before the time is over, keep checking about your answer and others stuff on the answer sheet. once again, don't waste your time.
Maybe that's all...
Come on guys, you can pass it good ;) it will be your final exam, it will be the last time for school's uniform, it will be the last time for you to go to school at 7am! don't you tired of the school's rules?! so try to get out from school by doing your best on this final exam. after this you'll be free, so make it good :)
Goodluck Kevin, after this exam done you can play basketball whenever you want!
My brother is one of the student in 54 Senior High School Jakarta. we always sit in the same school since elementary till junior high school, thank god we stay in different high school. because ya you know it might be a boring life of time if you always study in the same school with you bro/sis until you die :')
Kevin is doing good at school especially on basketball. but sometimes he can't manage his time, between school stuff and basketball matches. he thinks that basketball is everything, sorry to say but in my mind that's bullshit! yeah that's fine if you wanna be an athelete (sorry if i write it wrong) but in Indonesia you won't get a good salary from that job. when your age is done, i mean you are not in the team anymore because of you might be too old to play, what can you do? i mean you will not get a salary anymore. and eventhough you still playing for the team, the salary is not that good. So ya, for all the basketball players i have to say and i want you all to think about that twice. it's okay if you're falling in love with that sport BUT just make it as a hobby or side job guys ;)
And my brother promised me that he will stop the basketball activities because he want to focus to study for the examination. but kinda like 2days ago when i called my mom, she said that Kevin still playing basketball. He become the manager of his school's team on DBL. i was like 'hollyfuck!! how dare he is!!!' i texted him and tell him that he should study at home not go to that match. he need to focus cause the examination is really really really close. ohhh my god....."why you always become so hard and difficult bro?" -_-
Okay now i just want to say goodluck for all of you who will do the National Examination tomorrow.
Maybe i have some tips for you all, here it is:
1. Make sure that you already do your best, so your ready to face the examination tomorrow.
2. Prepare for all the stationary (i suggest you to bring more than 2 pencils).
3. Get enough rest before the test. Get enough food for breakfast. Get the FULL SPIRIT AND FAITH!
4. Bring tissues because sometimes when you're nervous you become sweating and don't let the sweat wet the answer sheet.
5. The most important thing is God and parents also family. Pray, ask your parents and family to pray for you too. Tell God that you need His help, tell Him about everything you want and everything that you worried about.
6. Begin the test with pray and end it with pray too. You already do your best, so don't worry:)
7. You'll have 120minutes to answer the questions, so don't waste it! When you done before the time is over, keep checking about your answer and others stuff on the answer sheet. once again, don't waste your time.
Maybe that's all...
Come on guys, you can pass it good ;) it will be your final exam, it will be the last time for school's uniform, it will be the last time for you to go to school at 7am! don't you tired of the school's rules?! so try to get out from school by doing your best on this final exam. after this you'll be free, so make it good :)
Goodluck Kevin, after this exam done you can play basketball whenever you want!
May God bless you all :') xx
1/6/13
A Lot Of Things - Rosi Golan
Nothing ever seems to go exactly how you plan
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
I knew a man who fell asleep, but he fell into his death
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
So tell me how the heart begins and tell me why it slows
And if you find a promised land, then tell me where you go
When the light hits the water like it’s reaching for my hand
And I feel the shivers running down my back
When your words are on my lips, like I thought of them myself
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
So tell me how the heart begins and tell me why it slows
And if you find a promised land, then tell me where you go
Nothing, nothing, nothing ever seems to go exactly how you plan
Nothing, nothing, There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
Like when you know someone’s gone but you feel them just the same
And you carry on as though they’re coming back
When the night settles in but you’re running from yourself
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
Nothing, nothing, nothing ever seems to go exactly how you plan
Nothing, nothing, There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
I knew a man who fell asleep, but he fell into his death
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
So tell me how the heart begins and tell me why it slows
And if you find a promised land, then tell me where you go
When the light hits the water like it’s reaching for my hand
And I feel the shivers running down my back
When your words are on my lips, like I thought of them myself
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
So tell me how the heart begins and tell me why it slows
And if you find a promised land, then tell me where you go
Nothing, nothing, nothing ever seems to go exactly how you plan
Nothing, nothing, There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
Like when you know someone’s gone but you feel them just the same
And you carry on as though they’re coming back
When the night settles in but you’re running from yourself
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
Nothing, nothing, nothing ever seems to go exactly how you plan
Nothing, nothing, There’s a lot of things that I don’t understand
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